I prayed, with an oath in front of Him and it,
to learn and use guitar for the sole purpose to worship and praise Jesus only,
but the deceiver was never easy on His follower and raised the old I to tell me,
"Aren't you planning also to use guitar to sing for your wife?"
I was immediately stuck in the middle of the prayer.
On the one hand, I had always been having this dream to sing for my beautiful wife;
On the other hand, I had just proclaimed that my guitar was for Jesus and Jesus only,
And I was stuck in a paradox.
Exceuses and flaws I tried hard to find in the oath that I had just made,
But the oath was so simple and straight-forward that there was nothing I could do
But to give up, with pain, this dream of mine as a response of my love for my God.
Therefore, I proclaimed again,
"Lord, my guitar is for You and for You only!"
And He, with His comfort and peace, answered me immediately,
by moving my lips to sing the song "With All My Love" that had a chorus as:
With all my love, I will worship You
With all my life, glorify Your name
I give my life, never turn away
I will love You all my days
Tears and humming were the only means I had to express the comfort and peace in me.
Thank you, Lord, and strength me, for I am weak, and You are strong.
Sacrifice is never easy, but His grace and blessing are also abundant.
[behind the scene of the composition process of this article]